Dreams

I'm going to start keeping records of my dreams here. The amethyst cluster has really produced some vivid ones that are recallable for only about the next day or two, with the exception of the very first one it provided me. However, I have my own opinion about that one, but I'm going to explore it first and post the results here.

Last night's dream was odd. So totally unlike anything I'd ever do. I was in a classroom that I didn't recognize with some of my former high school classmates. They were ones who bullied me the most in my actual life. I have no grudges (or so I thought; methinks this dream proves otherwise). Anyway, they were all relentlessly telling me off, name-calling...until the point I just starting whaling on all of them. That's weird because I'm not a violent person. At all. I get road rage at the worst, but I would never strike somebody except in self-defense or the defense of others.

I was arrested for it and went to jail. It was in this part of the dream where I realized how desperately afraid I am of having my freedom and independence taken away from me (and how much I really don't ever want to be on the inside of a jail cell!).

All in all, kind of an unsettling dream. Not bad, but definitely very weird.